If things go as planned then this should be my finale week on this wild journey we call pregnancy. I'll write a short blog everyday up to the day baby A is delivered, so here it goes. Baby A I feel as if your extremely squished in my belly and your getting grouchy by it. I feel you burrowing yourself down and giving me hard kicks and punches as you do. The back pain is at it's worse. It seems like any position I lay on it doesn't seem to go away. I've been having contractions and sudden extreme tightness in my belly which makes me think you'll be here in no time at all. But oh, let's not forget the cramps. Before I got pregnant I never got period cramps so cramping is something new for me. Let's just say it's probably one of the worse things! At times it hurts just to stand up straight or move, I just want to curl up in a ball.My emotions are all over the place. I'm beyond excited to have you here and see and touch you for the first time. But I'll admit I'm sad that it'd never be just me and daddy no more or just me and steffanie, it'd take some adjusting and getting used to. Motherhood scares me, I don't want to mess up or be a let down for you. I want to be and do the best I can because all you deserve is the best.
Anyways, today I tried to pack your hospital bag but it was too overwhelming. I felt so lost trying to pack it. There was too many cute outfits, bows and hats to pick from. And it doesn't help that i bought more baby caps today, I think I'm getting obsessed with them. They're just too cute! So I just gave up even though I shouldn't had. Hopefully I'll finish packing and get everything sorted and organized soon.
Oh yeah! Today was daddy's first official unofficial Father's Day!
June 21, 2015 : 39 weeks 0 days pregnant
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